2 weeks – cries reality.
But I do not believe.
Years I say.
Years I feel.
Its the first voices and the last.
The spirtual touching.
The endless smiles.
And the little blushing.
The twinkle stars..
And the door bells..
The silent laughter..
And the s smells..
Fuzzyness and tingles.
And speechless again.
x
Shit hole.
That’s right.
Let me trash it down.
Let me bring out the horns
And let me see it burn.
Oh wait, scratch that.. Who am I kidding?
I forgot that’s your job.
You gently take piece by piece from my heart.
And you replace it with yours.
My world would be upside down without you.
You catch me at every fall.
Thank you.
It is time to wake up from the dream now.
We all knew it was too good to be true anyway.
Oh well.
I guess..
I am the same person.
I am the same person.
But I have changed.
You can see it in me. In my smile.
You can see it in my laughter and how I speak.
You can see it in my actions and my reflections.
Please, I ask.. Please just let it go now. Let it really be a new chapter.
Oh so I tired I have been.
A new start.
A fresher one.
How I love that I am free.
Free from your games.
How I believe that I have moved on.
For good this time.
And how I treasure it.
The best end yet.
And now I can truly say, it is in the past!
And oh shall it remain that way.
Yellow tears I say.
And white smiles.
And red hearts, shall come.
Rebellious at its best.
Rebellious against your own generation.
Atopic Dermatitis.
I have no idea where this is going.
And for some parts I don’t care.
I think you might be really getting into this, instead.
But boy do I worry.
I guess placing a name did make it more complicated, when I was only trying to make it simpler.
Why do I hold back? When I asked for it.
And why does it untangle when I try and hold it together.
How I wish I could just blow it away.
Fast-forward, or rewind?
Do let me know.
Too messed up.
Things are too messed up.
Relationships are hard.
Friendships are tough.
But above all, people are just too dramatic.
Oh but don’t be fooled.
I cause a lot of my own drama.
Perhaps without even knowing it.
Make it simple.
Its best that way.
